Dark Angel...

If only i could live my life all over again
i hope i never know you
abyss of ignorance, despair, loneliness
come around me
it make me so suffer
how you know, you never know
if only i could change my way all over again
i hope i never taste it
love of temptation, sadness, happiness
so superficial
you make me understand
something to have but not to hold
*Dark angel is no longer an angel
she only crying, bleeding and shrieking
who ever know
Dark angel became a naked angel
people only tearing, sucking and annoying
who ever care*
your eyes defeated me
Dark angel can't defend anyone anymore
never like a dark angel
her world sunk slowly
she fallen... fallen... fallen...


This is my very first lyrics...at that time,i know my dear kenji love this song very much, so i decided to add the lyrics into that song...

i'm a dark angel, forever living in the phobia of darkness... 

In that raining day...

forget your shadow...

In That Day...

Why stare at me?
Why shout at me?
Have i done something wrong?
I try to pretend that was not happened,
you just run away...
Run away, run away,
running in the rain,
raining in the road,
you keep on running,
i follow the behind,
i saw your shadow,
but it's just a lie.
I keep on chasing,
you follow your way,
did u hear my calling?
Please, turn back and look at me...
Messy hair, the rain wet through my body,
i was a mad girl,
throw out my shoes,
running thorough the rain,
running,running,running,running...
At that moment,
you come back and embrace me,
tears on my eyes,
blood on your lips,
Oh! it's just a illusion!
because you never come back...
Don't try to tell me that's all my illusion...
*Running in the rain,
raining in the road,
we keep on running,
just forget our shadow,
it's always a lie...
please,
turn back and look at me...


I'm trying to write this lyrics and wish someone can make it into a song...it's talking about my feeling in that raining day...running through the rain and the rain wet through my body...When i was running in the rain,i felt like being crazy at that moment...It's a kinda feelin that a bit nasty..
*i can't see u shadow in the rain,
don't try to lie...*

A princess, is trying to disguise into a wild cat... 

my SEXY lace...

Last night...i wore my sexy lace...i thought it's a wonderful night...but...when i walked into his car,he threw me at weird glance..."why do u dress up like that?"...i knew what he meant...i'm waiting for his compliment...always waiting for...but he never praise me..Even everyone praises that i dress up so well...On the way to the destination,he didn't talk to me...there are silence around the air...all my questions were met with silence from him...i knew he was angry...When we reached at carpark,i'm waiting for his kiss and hug...but he din say anything and just asked me to leave...he started to scold me in order to show his anger...i just couldn't stand v it...crying....shivering...i just felt like falling into pieces...suddenly...he embraced me and said sorry...he told me that:"dear...sorry...i just can't bear v the feeling when all the guys looking at you..."he kissed me and gave me an affectionate hug...at that moment...i forgave him...Maybe we should empathise to each other...i know why he felt like that and and behaved in that way...but..should he be...i don't know...just confused...There are a princess story...A princess v sexy wear last night but stopped by everyone,especially her prince...she knew she shouldn't being sexy wear but..really just fed up with the formal and damn princess dress...When she started run away v the sexy lace...suddenly...she heard the calling,her prince...eventually...she took off her sexy dress and being naked in prince's embrace...

What girls need from guys...

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Boy: No...
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really...
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No...
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No...
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No...
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No way...
Girl: What would you choose: your life..or me?
Boy: My life...
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...
The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you...
The reason I don't want you is because I need you...
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left...
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you...
The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you... The reason I choose my life is because YOU ARE MY LIFE...

It is a good story to tell guys wat we wanna...It is damn romantic...I bet every girls would love this story so much...~LoVe~~until now...who can give me the bext explanation...

Tell me what you want... 

They are so happy at that moment... 

BEYOND...

Today..i was singing K with me friends...It've been long time i didn't sing v them...the feeling is good...but...suddenly,i heard a song...from BEYOND,*海闊天空*...my feeling became down...when i saw koma(Ka kui), my heart...tears well up my eyes...when i saw his faithful bro,Ka keong cried, i feel pain...Ka kui died in june 1993 after falling 3 meters from a stage on a live gamshow in Japan...At that moment, everyone is crazy...i know this is an unchangeable truth, but i just can't control my feeling...Ka kui is a best singer,he was not like most singer...i can sense,hear, feel the love and true in his songs...His voice is so steady and emotional,it comforts everyone 's heart, his voice spoke straightly to my heart...BEYOND is the best band in my heart...There are many people listen to their song since thew were young...Even twenty years passed...everyone still can remember their songs...There is no much i can say that will convey the love i hold for this band...I know...he was died,but his songs will never died...and.....his soul stays forever in people who listen to their songs...ya...i can't change anything, who gonna change anything...even he was died,he still stay in my heart forever...forever...

*海闊天空*

今天我
寒夜裡看雪飄過
懷著冷卻了的心窩漂遠方
風雨裡追趕 霧裡分不清影蹤
天空海闊你與我 可會變 (誰沒在變)
多少次 迎著冷眼與嘲笑
從沒有放棄過心中的理想
一剎那恍惚 若有所失的感覺
不知不覺已變淡 心裡愛 (誰明白我)
原諒我這一生不羈放縱愛自由
也會怕有一天會跌倒
背棄了理想誰人都可以
那會怕有一天只你共我
仍然自由自我
永遠高唱我歌
走遍千里...

Forgotten...

Recently,i keep thinking of this song~Forgotten~i wondered do people always forget something?Is it a sweet for kid? a kiss for darling? a promise for eternity?Please tell me honestly, r u trying to forget something or someone purposely or accidentally? How come u could forget someone or something purposely? Who can tell me how to do that? Do people have rights to forget their bad memories? Ya...we have rights...we can do that in someday if u really wanna forget...but when u forget it, u might think about it, and u know it's never that bad, it's a way to make us understand wat's everything going in this world...Even sometimes i'm not understand why should i keep those bad memories,but i think i might learn something from that...ya...i'm trying to learn how do deal with people now...
It's a song from Avril Lavigne...
I'm not trying to express what...
i just crazy in love with this song recently...

Ah ah, ah ahAh ah, ah ah...
I'm giving up on everything,
Because you messed me up,
Don't know how much you screwed it up,
You never listened,
That's just too bad,
Because I'm moving on,
I won't forgetYou were the one that was wrong,
I know I need to step up and be strong,
Don't patronize me.
Have you forgotten?
Everything that I wanted,
Do you forget it now?
You never got it?
Do you get it now?
Gotta get away,
There's no point in thinking about yesterday,
It's too late now,
It won't ever be the same,
We're so different now,
Have you forgotten?
Everything that I wanted,
Do you forget it now?
You never got it,
Do you get it now?
I know I wanna run away,
I know I wanna run away,
Run away,
If only I could run away,
If only I could run away,
Run away,
I told you what I wanted,
I told you what I wanted,
What I wanted,
But I was forgotten,
I won't be forgotten,
Never again,
Have you forgotten?
Everything that I wanted,
Do you forget it now?
You never got it,
Do you get it now?
Do you get it now?
Have you forgotten?
Everything that I wanted,
Do you forget it now?
You never got it,
Do you get it now?
Have you Forgotten...